Sunday, December 15, 2013

Il Migglior Fabbro

“Thee it behooves to take another road…If from this savage place thou wouldst escape”
-Virgil, Dante’s Inferno

“The depravity of man is at once the most empirically verifiable reality but at the same time the most intellectually resisted fact.”
-Malcolm Muggeridge

“Men deny Hell, but not, as yet, Hanwell.”
-G.K. Chesterton

Pound to Eliot
Are as you and I
For you have crafted longer
You have crafted swifter
You have felt the iron touch of term
The easy flow of phrase
I am not even skilled as Eliot, you may yet be greater
But Pound was wrong, and he grew sinister
Cynical, Satirical
His mind was left at the mercy of “empirical”
Doubting that which is good
Or if anything is...

Pound became a fool
(And you may yet)
But sincere

Walk the streets
Disbelief
Sit at lectures
Disbelief
Young man (though I am younger)
You are not Cohn
I fear it more
You need no Purple Land
I fear it more
You did not get it from Mencken
You did not get it from books

Birthed in your own
Spread like cancer
Oh, has it taken your blood?
Oh, will Hanwell take your heart?

Il Migglior Fabbro
See, what hath thou wrought?
For God hath not wrought it
Why do thou rot?
And do thou choose it?
Too close
Too close
Suicide of thought

Circles
Circles
Circles
‘Circles, what?’
‘What Circles?’
Circles

Il Migglior Fabbro
Will you be resurrected?
What beauty would bloom
If yet you would die
That you would be
Have the crying masses muted glory?
Ichabod is dead.
Never shall that word see fruition in the body
Joy has come
The glory rests on us,
But it does not depend
It will not end

I know not what to do with the masses
Or the raging of classes
I know not what to do with suicides, homicides
Abortions, starvation
But Joy has come
With it is compassion
…without it only obligation
And despite the poets
Men do little for duty
What have you done?
Love wins?
Nay, Love won.
It shall not be mutilated
Not by cheap wine
Un-intoxicating and sincere
Sincere!
Do not trust sincerity
It does not value justice
It does not care for truth.

And should you fatally ask
“What is truth?”
(Why does sincerity on its own always end in ambiguity?)
I will point to him
You must face alone
The God-Man
Do not be Uncle Andrew
Do not choose the roar
The song is sweeter
I dare say, more true
For all Lions roar
Only One sings

Circles
‘Circles?’
Paralyzed by Circles
You know the rut you walk
‘Circles?’
‘Circles.’


Il Migglior Fabbro
Better Craftsmen
I cannot make you craft again
Nor put your “new” craft to mend
New Ideas-Old Heresies
Chaff to be burned
Call now, on the Spirit then
For you cannot craft alone
I have not crafted alone

Il Migglior Fabbro
Better Craftsmen
You cannot make you craft again
Nor try “new” crafting
It must go in the garbage bin
Il Migglior Fabbro
Better Craftsmen
My friend








Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Eye of the Tempest



Shall I part my hair behind? Do I dare to eat a peach?    
I shall wear white flannel trousers, and walk upon the beach.    
I have heard the mermaids singing, each to each.            

I do not think that they will sing to me.   
-T.S. Eliot, The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock             


…And the tempest shows no end

(Repose)

Looking out the window
To see the weeping willow
It wraps you in its arms
Veils you from my eyes
The rows of white
Set forth before the tree
For parishioners and the like
Come from far and near, for thee

And what of me?
Oh, what of me?

How I do hate myself for living
While you are lost at sea
But wait, that’s me
For I lost myself along with you

Oh, what of me?

I am in the storm
And you have reached the shore

I stalk your shadow throughout the empty house
To catch you round the corner, to see you in the blouse
From your birthday last November
I walked into the garden to watch you labor
To enjoy your trademark quirks
To see your skin so fair
But it did not work
I roll over in bed and smell your hair

You are not there
Oh, you are not there

I hate the ones sitting, who still have ones to love
But wait, that is not me…I now descend the stair
But full of tears and hate, do I dare?
You will not this time quiet my tempest

Oh, you are not there

I am the storm
You were my shore

I read my words from long ago
I found them in your drawer
An honest note penned in indigo
It prophesied a happy life together
How could it perceive what came next?
Your shadow stains the letter
There are tears in the text

With you the world has passed me by
I try to be a man of civility
Oh, how I lie
And I am not who I should be

Sad, if you did see me

Torrential tears like rain
To blow away my dignity, mentality, sanity
No answer found, in this brief clarity        


And Oh, what of me?



(End Repose)

And the tempest shows no end…










Picture courtesy of: http://www.paintingsilove.com/image/show/317080/storm-at-sea

Thursday, July 25, 2013

The Citadel



Dusk is falling
A dying Sun flings its last resistance
With force at the barrier of cloud
Rays broken and forced through
A sort of osmosis which dilutes
The orange glow illuminates the walls
And on the other side the shadow falls
It looms over the town
The dual lord of the land, The Citadel,
Both menacing and noble
He orders from the peak,
His host of hills
He watches as the river spills
It rushes forth, his bidding in mind
And seems to flood at his incline
The Citadel, windows boarded up
Doors blockaded, locked, and chained
Is forced to drink a bitter cup
The abandon of his fame
As people pass without a glance
This king of buildings
Shamed and on display
Left to sit and stay
Its pipes unused, rusty, forgotten
It’s wooden trim weathered, warped, and rotten
It’s courtyard taken by a hostile host
The weeds that defile all
Little left of which to boast
The old pool is dry and cracked
The highest towers sacked
The balconies’ railing disconnected and useless
The strength of time having given its abuses
The walls of the perimeter
Have not the strength to deter
Neither the homeless who sleep on the front porch
Nor the thieves and fools which rob its halls
Of whom profanity fills their calls
They rape its beauty with their lack of reverence
And look on it without preference
As if it were a horse’s stable
This palace, given care and time
Could become the richest dwelling
Sad to see the state of that beautiful hotel of hotels
The shame of The Baker of Mineral Wells
Funny to be so sad over a place
Odd to be so jealous of a building
Harder to think of this
Given ten years it won’t exist  














Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Burgers

Burgers
Two old people sitting across from each other
Each seems as if their spouse… is a bother
Or else not there at all
Table for four, sit in diagonal
They stare and frown
Youth talking all around
And all this time they speak no word, no sound
No sound escapes their lips

How long’s it been since contempt began? Why?
If only one would give up and break down. Cry.
But instead they stone up.
Doubtful still, will it erupt?
Chew on Burger
Take a drink, don’t murmur.
For if he speaks he fears his words will only hurt her.
Because he saved them long.

 They keep the marriage as that’s what Christians do.
 Façade doesn’t mean much, their life in true, in blue
Say they’re still together, doesn’t mean much
They go on eating lunch.
Couple of fries
And half an apple pie
They didn’t split it either, the lousy piece of pie
Their reputation is safe

They could always say what they ought to say, and hurt.
But saying is hard, and hurting really hurts.
In youth they heard union was divine.
But union lost, it does not shine
Chew on Burger
Take a drink, don’t murmur
For if she speaks she fears her words will only hurt him.
Because she saved them long…

…and it’s been so long since he kissed her

Sunday, June 23, 2013

The Starving Artist

The Starving Artist?

What ever happened to the starving artist?
Who traded food for paint?
Who traded fame for truth?
Who died while still in youth?
Who took the path so rarely trodden?
Who died and was at once forgotten?
But at the end of an age, was revealed to be a sage.

Now we have the millionaire artist.
Who trades their soul for wealth.
Who trades the truth for a lie.
Who is greatly mourned for after they die.
But in a week passes into oblivion.
And whose ornate tombstone given them
In one hundred years will disappear.